Oops, looks like I was too hasty...

Here is a very helpful comment that I recieved from a very friendly person online:


Hey! I hope you're not too freaked out by my random intrusion, I was just browsing the Internet and I came across your blog...couldn't help replying, really. My name's Nana, and it's good to meet you! Anyway, I thought I'd answer the question in your most recent entry, to spare you awkward conversation with this Shigure person. An orgasm is a set of muscle contractions that occur at the peak of sexual pleasure. For a guy, it's usually associated with ejaculation, and a girl might have some fluid come out of her...but it's more the feeling than the excretion. I can see why the guys in your house were a little iffy about explaining it to you--I once asked my mom just as my stepbrother was walking in the room, and he was really embarrassed, so was I! Anyway, I hope that was helpful. Sorry if you don't want a random stranger telling you these things, I just thought it'd be easier on you than asking somebody you know.Oh, I see on your profile that you liked the movie 'The Wedding Singer'! Have you heard the soundtrack? It's really good, I've been listening to it ever since I was little...I've never seen the movie all the way through though, is it good?Well, it was good talking to you! Have a spiffy day, and sorry if my comments are unwelcome!~Nana

Wow, thanks so much, Nana! Unfortunately, I already had the awkward conversation with Shigure. And boy was it awkward! I don't think I've ever had such an awkward "conversation" in all my life. I wrote it about it in the last entry. I'm kind of embarrassed of it. I might take it down.

Oh yeah, the Wedding Singer is a great movie! I have seen it all the way through, I haven't heard the soundtrack though, I like that one song by that Billy Idol person, though. It goes something like, "nice day for a white wedding..." I always liked that song because it sounded like he was really trying to say that it wasn't a nice day for any kind of wedding, although he was saying something entirely different with his words.

Please, don't worry at all that your comments are unwelcome! I am really happy to recieve advice from someone as great as you! I only wish I'd recieved it sooner before I went and embarrassed myself in front of my host...father? Wow, I'm not sure what Shigure is to me, actually. Funny that I never really thought about it. He was just kind of...there. In a wonderful, beautiful, comforting way, making me feel safe and loved.

How terrible to think that I've been taking advantage of him! I will have to try harder to appreciate him from now on. Even though we had that embarrassing moment together, I am going to try and get over that, and talk to him more often. I shouldn't neglect to get to know someone as wonderful as Shigure.

And he really is very handsome, you know. Not pretty like Yuki, but handsome like a very strong man is supposed to be handsome.

Oh no, I'm rambling again! Thank you so much, Nana! And thank you everyone who even considered giving me advice! I appreciate it so so much!